The chemicals will make you smile, until you realize that no drug will hold you tight while you sleep, no pill can tell you how beautiful you are, and no amount of alcohol will say I love you. Happy and intoxicated, you are alone. I have something that makes me happy that I don't have to snort or swallow; Friends.

Clearwater Beach<3

Be there by June of 2010


My family;;;
~Koolayd- My twinster &&& Alter ego
~The caretaker- My adult &&& best friend xD
~Phantisy- Rave "Daughter" &&& best friend<3. My little sister<3
~Fizzz-Muh buddy
~Star- My Mirror &&& My other half<3
~Relief- My glue<3
~Skitzo- My rave "daddy" :D
~Jay/sky- My little brother<3
~Drewy dino- My gay husband :D


I am the princess of TEAM JUCEBOX<3


saschacoolerthanyou: nemos hot!
Kool-Ayd: ...not as hot as the real nemo.
Kool-Ayd: when i fry him in a pan.
Kool-Ayd: ;D
Nemofishy: fish are firends not food

My name is Sascha Mother Fuckin Berlin. &&& I have a Strange obsession with Forensic Science Photography &&& Gore. I am living in a Nocturnal Wonderland<3 [I am complex.] I am also know as Star.Light<3[I am your worst nightmare.] Im from the HEAT of AZ, suck it bitch. [623] I love to listin to people talk. I also love to talk &&& tell stories. I guess im pretty popular for some reasson in the rave scene. Dont be afraid to come talk. [I talk to everyone.] I love to make people laugh &&& smile. I Hate seeing people sad. Im addicted to texting &&& raving. My favorite animals are octopui &&& squids Ive been thru a lot more than you think, I am a STRONG person.I am a proud raver. My first ever rave was Mary X.Mas in July in 2007. I have been raving for 2 years now and i love it. I love to take pictures. I am addicted to water &&& I'm definitely picky about it too. I like to be different &&& try to stand out. I speak before i think. So dont take what i say to heart. Shit happens; End of story. It is a good outlook on life. I tend to say to much and fuck things up for me.
I write poetry. I dont like popcorn&&&I wish on stars. I have spent over $9,000 on my teeth. I take good care of them. Trust me. I have lived in 17 houses. All less than 2 years. I am a bad speller. I love apple juice&&&Kool.aid. I could live off of watermelon. Add me on myspace. myspace.com Now that you know me lets go rave!!



Always Remember;
It may look like a shitty day now, but someday soon it will look like sunshine. Everything's always okay in the end and if it's not okay its never the end.

This is your life &&& It's ending one minute at a time.

My Hero.

I love &&& miss you randy<3


I remember the day I first heard electronic music. I knew back then this ILLEGAL computer sound was gonna be my call. My heart got hooked on four by four beats when house took this journey with Jack Chicago and acid house. Now my heart is hooked forever. I don't care if it's French-tek, hardstyle, hardcore, old school or jump. I don't understand people who are satisfied with ordinary pop music; They just listen to whatever radio stations decide they should like. Followed by an overkill of ring-tone commercials meant for kids.And my God, they like it! Some people even think that house clubs are for weirdos only. Maybe they're right, maybe we are weird.Maybe this music is weird, and maybe the clubs are overrated. But we're in this together. If you're in the scene, being a DJ seems like a natural path to follow. Ha, 'n back in the days, DJ's were weird people who liked music in a weird way. Back then you had to be a nerd to become a DJ. Now a days, everybody wants to be a DJ. Now a days, EVERYBODY wants to be that nerd! It sickens me, I hate those smart-asses who think DJ is an easy way to get laid. Well,get a life!
If you're not in it for the love of the music, would you please fuck off!"





All the ways you wish you could be,
that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck,
I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.

If the sky were to suddenly open up, there would be no law, there would be no rule. There would only be you and your memories. If this world were to end, there would only be you &&& him &&& no one else

“We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Hero’s or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future or we can decide for ourselves. And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.
‘You know that ancient Greek girl?’ Paige says.
Who drew the outline of her lost lover? I say, yeah.
And she says, ‘you know that eventually she just forgot him and invented wallpaper.’
It’s creepy, but here we are, the pilgrims, the crackpots of our time, trying to establish our own alternate reality. To build a world out of rocks and chaos. What it’s going to be, I don’t know. Even after all the rushing around, where we’ve ended up is the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night and maybe knowing isn’t the point. Where we’re standing right now, in the ruins in the dark, what we build could be anything.”-Choke




SO THIS IS KOOL-AYD, I HACK'D STAR-LIGHTS PAGE.
&&& I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LURVE MY SISTER!
SHE IS WICKED! LIKE TOTALLLY MINT!<333
YOU BREAK HER HEART!I BREAK YOUR FACE!
(TRUE STORY!)

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