1st time opening door of new house

I can't believe it! I got the job!!!! Felt like a right idiot when I realised I had misunderstood what wages they offered and thought I'd blown it... but in the end it got me a little bit more and they even let me choice between 2 sites, sometimes things just fall in place!!

fire place with cards from you peeps and old work

It's weird... I doubt it sometimes, but also start to rely on intiution more and more. In hindsight there was something about that ad that wouldn't let go in my mind. I had thorn it out of the paper on impulSe, was going to ignore it even coz I didn't plan to start looking yet till this week. But I let a few days pass, then I dug it out again and sent that email.

kitchen view from livingroom

And even when I went for the interview I thought it was all going too easy, so I didn't count on it really turning into something. I was mentally preppeing myself for the whole dreaded process of registering at agencies, sending CVs `out, lots of interviews, you know the usual... but nope. The starts alligned and voila! Amazing, very gratifyin, so happy!!

teracce

Actually started reading a very interesting book about spiritual law, and without going all airy fairy here, it makes me belive I should just accept the good stuff without feeling guilty. Because, well I do sometimes.. but maybe not now. It's just right.

bathroom

What am I getting at? Not sure... just feel so gratefull at this moment. Sometimes good stuff just happens just as much as bad stuff just does happen and it's not always because you have or haven't tried hard enough. It's just the way of life. Does that make sense?? If not, come and take a breather over here, I think some things just fall into place when you make some time to chill out. I did need that month to acclimatise but I'm ready to get started properly now. But that break sorted out my headspace too.

roof teracce

Don't worry I haven't gone all religious or joined a sect (maybe I should start a pink fluffy one though...wanna sign up?), and it's not gonna be my bible either.. some bits I supose I am just far too down to earth for to accept, but it's great food for thought. At the end of the idea it's somebody's understanding of how the universe works and a lot of that comes from within when you start trusting your inituation perhaps.

view from roof teracce

I just think that a lot of those 'laws' do boil down to the good old "Do onto others what you want them to do onto you", something I do believe in very strongly. It's something my parents and even just life in general thaught me well I think.

on bike in front of house

But it's also something I have in many senses discovered whilst meeting you lot out and about, see for me it's always been about more then the music (still is). I met so many people that made me feel so good, I want to make them feel good too, that's all part of me. Thank you very much to the person who recommend that read, I am enjoying it you are so right!

cloggie love

And to get back to the here and now, I have been looking aftere my man a fair bit lately, my way od saying thanks I supose. Since I've been home and doing homely things has now started calling me Camambert, haha (Desperate housewifes Bri, I have red hair too, another type of cheese...get it?!). Ah well, have been called cheesy before it could be worse haha (hmm cheese is good anyway!).

"you coming to see me, love..."

Anyway... woohooooo!!! That means that will start earning money so can start thinking about visits!! Looks like Lovebox is an option now, are you ready!! I just can't wait to see you. The summer is about to start, life is good and there's a million and one things to look forward to.

chesterfields arrived

But ehm... first I have to do clear the table, before long we'll have to share these tasks but for now I'll play the not-so-desperate housewife a few more days.. plus big yeah for the diswasher too ;-)

the pink passion pallace!

love'n'fluff'n'stuff,

Guru DD ;-) xxx

PS: Oh have a load of photos uploading so I'll wait before posting this blog to add, so you can see what the place is starting to look like!

master bedroom

PPS: Amy sorry for the not-so-great card I'll buy a better one in Haarlem next week, but hope you had a fantastic birthday and got spoiled rotten.

PPPS: Kathy you made a great impression with G's family too, what is your secret? Oh hold on.. you just are great that'll be it! Missing you already!

"Camambert"

PPPPS: DJ buds please send CDs over quick. Dutch radio sucks and I miss you guys so much. When you've been spoilt so long it's an insult to my ears to hear bloody Shakira a billion times a day. That girl's selling out, and if she tells him one more time to talk like that I'll go mad... please help me out!!!

Till the next one!`
*mwah*